distractions

where do they lie?
do they ever tell the truth?
these wanton reflexes of focus

why do they drive me away?
or take me to spain
or create the disdain
or hats
or minor-league dreams of baseball bats
or gloves
or loves
or you
or big league chew
whew!

stop it.

or Dad, please pay 18 hundred in bills
or my pockets signed yellow slips
or phone calls from beautiful girls in other states
or movies with love unable
or alphanumeric pages saying "I love you"
or the newsweek article of medicare
a reckloose moose with a donkey-elephant noose

In rage! In rage I tell you this!
for in rage I testify to me

or thoreau watching the pond in the morning
or tarantino getting some character butt-fucked
or seventy-five year old women playing cards, smoking weed and watching football at 10:30 in the morning on christmas day
or rallies for against abortion make your own decision stupid
or dawgs with mustard except guy
or reading pound 80 candle room chicago naked cream amazing
or making love to air-conditioning vents in july
or waterproof stereos mixes from 95 luckys perfect timing
or the new york times bestseller list
or radio without trance jungle house
or america online cigarettes men posing as women
or endless days of phish tour no tomorrow beautiful morning
or purple dandelions in a whacked green field under a yellow drug candle sky stupid way to write
or Clinton being set up again
or deathbombs in ireland
or I am tiger woods
or rebuilding russian from ramble be free-communists it would work

or the Dave Matthews Band
who go hand in hand
with that certain brand
of enlightened human

wait!
did I tell you about light light?
and bright light
and soft light
and hard light
and this shade
and that shade
a complicated maze
or break fast with no oj
or pulp
or fiction
or non-fiction
or what I write
or "christmas in july" sales at jc penney’s

or pancakes in igloos
or beers in igloos
or eskimos in igloos
did I teach myself to lose?
or by some divinity did I choose?

swim in the lust
for it don’t last long
just
a
moment
of
life
broken
down
slowly

and then she evolves to the realization that sentences are long and fruitful and exotic and alluring and upkeeping and intense and hopeful and cognitive and open and communicative and understanding and sentimental and adoring and forgiving

or for walks by the lake on shabbos after bagels and coffee luckys
or faith in God
or for 4:20
or my credit card
or maybe its my parents credit card
or gates pass shrooming balls 3am
or Two-Step
or the ghost
or the tropic of capricorn
or the topic of cancers
or you

or jerry living on some remote island with tupac biggie and k.cobain
jerry’s lonely
is jimi still there?
or jim
or janis
or train tracks that lead to nowhere
or vermont drive afternoons
or arizona sunsets
or the Great Chicago Sunrise
coming to a theatre near you
check local listings

or oj with mad pulp
or the dirt on fred flintstone’s feet
or hilary in 2000
or walks in the park with my daughter while my wife sleeps away a perfect mother’s innocent september slumber in the purple afternoon
or picking my baby up from school early
or the days when I call us in sick and we bother mommy at work
or the mirror of their smiles at friday night dinner

or you and me
that certain roll of extasy
the multi-colored pills
never giving me ills
or one’s we had last week
or the one’s in d.c.
or the fourth of july
or the effiel tower in early spring
or jerusalem in mid-november
or God
or driving all through the night after DMB to get home at 5:30am and start and finish thoreau paper by 8:00am
look what I can do with a pen!
look what I can do with a pen!
or pizza
or austin powers
or do I make you horny baby?

or the people you say hello to and walk by 14 other times and ask yourself each time, "should I wave or something or what should I do? " and then just ignore them and never really know how to act
or should you say hello again I wanna know

or skin
or the way you walk after I make love to you
or this poem...


©1998 By Yosh